Love thee!

But we all end up, one way or another, okay. We’re all on different rides, but they all end the same way. You do not need somebody else’s love to be whole. You do not need their permission to go on with your life. What you do need is your own love. You need to let yourself go on. Their love isn’t stopping you, because that love doesn’t exist. It is only you who is holding onto what you believe should be. And what you will realize, sooner or later, is that most of your life is defined and chosen by what you compel yourself to believe should or shouldn’t be. Release yourself from the cage you built. You hold the key to your own freedom

Edhuvum kadandu sellum

There is bigger pain than that occurs in career. People lose their lives, houses and live in dangerous areas. I have no dearth for food, stay and basic accomodation. God will take care of me and hope is the pillar that holds the earth. * Jim quits his position leaving us in a loom of darkness.

Parenting Issues and Pleasures

There is nothing more happier than you see your child smile. It is a great gift from god for me to experience this. But I am growing as a person-making real choices and telling me myself not to be too hard on myself for mistakes can happen and I will learn from it. Sh has been sick and it is helping me to grow as a mom with priorities. I have to be strong to not let go off work. My boy should see me with respect. I need to be on top of things to know more for him and teach him good. I need to be in a self-respecting position for him to learn to respect other women and learn social skills. This winter will be hard but it shall pass and I will learn to take care of my family. God give me the strength and wisdom to row the boat row it on the sea, merrily merrily merrily for life is but a dream!

Unwind the past...

They had been arguing for an hour. It might be the pettish of the issues and it seemed spirally and not subsiding. It was a simple power struggle and both wished it be over but it seemed like there was no way out. In the heat of the argument, she hit her leg and it pained. The pain escalated the issue and it was never -ending. It was a fracture and the victim had to miss 2 of her dance sessions. Sigh! There is no fair game in life but it is upto you to make it good. Everything seems dark now.

Illiteracy does help :)

It is such a pleasure to talk love in a poetic way- reminiscing over hindi/urdu songs


Understand them well enough to appreciate with some degree of uncertainity.

God, language is so beautiful .... Life is more beautiful when you have your partner appreciate your wavelength music ....

Thanks for this minute, this feeling and this moment.



Life exists beyond monotony in these sweet moments!



Tum aagaye ho, Noor aagaya hein

Tere bina zindagi se koi, shikuva tho nahi, shikuva nahi....

Music trance

Those few moments where you forget yourself, your surroundings, the past, the present and the future anxieties and worries and you merge into emptiness!

and even your stupid age old earphones!

Love Love Love every musician I listen to and God to let this emptiness prevail!

Day to remember- Beautiful moments!

Lost the eternal bet battle with Karthik- Surprise was out at 11.30 am on 14th August 2013.
We got our independence!
I have to change my name to Srilakshmi Karthik :)
FB has to see the name change pretty soon!

-Masha Allah!