Surely.... would have

A heaviness of heart,
A lost feeling of hope,
I relived through it,
Wish to rewind through years,

Time passes by
Living without thinking
What it would have been,
I relived through it
Wish to rewind through years

The love dying through the snow
The hopes built while I was born
The new energy you would have been
I relived through it
Wish to rewind through years

A kind and tender heart
Stripped through the sharpest razors,
Time waiting for none
While we wailed through empty space
I relived through it
Wish to rewind through years

The longing inch, the unfelt gap
The hardened tenderness, still felt fresh
What a wonderfu thing you would have been,
Pillaring me through every fall,
Nothing to lose and everything to gain
Your nearness probably was lost
Your parental serene touch
I relived through it
Wish to rewind through years


Wish not to depend,
Things do make me ponder
Tides away, a healing wave....
What can I say
PS I will always love you!

Inspired by the movie PS: I love you.